40 whole days

  It's been 40 whole days.
And I can't get forget the last words you said.
 How I offered you what was left of me.

 And I will remember our hands together, how your voice spook to me.

How you looked at me when I wasn't looking.
When you laughed out loud, when I said something silly.

Our late night huggs and conversations, those nights we spend together.
Your arms around me.

And when you gave me a morning kiss.Your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again.

I wanna see your face.
I keep looking for you.
I check my phone and wait to hear from you in a crowded room.
But you're not here anymore.