Heartedcandy: november 2013

donderdag 28 november 2013

Nobody knows

Dear future self,

It's weird to think that you are me ( I am you) living in some other house (hopefully) in some other city or maybe in some other country.

It's weird to think that you live a different life compared to mine and I hope you're happy.

It's weird to think how you are dreaming and wishing like me but probably for different things.

It's weird how you're all grown up while I'm just me here sitting doing the same old routine.

Or maybe it's not weird at all.

zondag 24 november 2013

I don't share mine smile with anyone else but you

Sometimes I don't say what I feel, not because I don't want to, but because I don't know how.

And maybe it is easier to pretend that I don't care at all, than to admit it is killing me.

But I can't give up not now if I still want to try, I can't wipe my tears if I still want to cry, I can't give up if I still feel like I can take it.

I can't say goodbye if I'm not ready to let you go.

I have to forget the risk and take the fall maybe it will be worth it all.

woensdag 20 november 2013

These four walls

I'm the time that you left in the dust.
I'm the future you lost in the past.
You stole the love that I saved for myself and I watched you give it to somebody else.
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
Guess I'm still not good enough?

zondag 17 november 2013

Heart on sleeve

There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh.

Forget the bad and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy, falling down is a part of life and getting up is living.

So there comes a day when turning the page is the best decision for you, because you realize there's so much more to the book than the page you were stuck on.

I know it's hard to try not to lose yourself while holding on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.
But try to remember if they leave without a reason they don't have to come back with an excuse.

dinsdag 12 november 2013

The girl with the broken smile

Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're lonely.
They're missing somebody. They're in love with someone they probably shouldn't be in love with. They have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, hope, dream and they look out the window whenever they're in the car or on a bus or a train & they watch the people on the streets & wonder what they've been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them. They're like you & you could tell them everything & they would understand.
You're never alone

dinsdag 5 november 2013

Right place right time

Hey you!

Ooooh my goodness I'm in love with these pictures we shoot last week, those shoes i'm wearing with my outfit are damn comfortable and one of mine favourites.

I bought those gorgeous babies with my lovely niece at the H&M it was like love at first sight !!
Can you imagine that?

Yes a pair of shoes can actually change your life (read Cinderella) hehe, perhaps I promised myself not to go buy shoes anymore but my niece was like: Buy them, buy them hahaha so yes she convinced me, but in my heart I'm thankfull for her support to buy those babies so thankyou darlin hihi.
They also reminds me a little bit of a lookalike from Jeffrey Campbell Lita collection.
So have a nice evening you and talk to you soon!