K.I.S.S. me H.A.P.P.Y.

London, Paris, New York but there's one place that I need to go.To your heart that is glowing even if I close my eyes,
Your love is bright, even in the darkness, Your love is my compass in a world full of unknown roads, it is the heart that I need to listen to. It fill the holes that I've got and even in the loudest crowd I'll searching your face and that's all I'll see.
You became a part of me.

Just a little bit of everything, just a little bit of your heart, just a little bit of your love is all I need to feel alive again.

The hourglass of love will maybe run out someday or maybe not, but it won't run out today or tomorrow or next month.

I just love you the way you are all your flaws are perfect to my heart that is meant to love you, and that's more than perfect and that's all I need, I promiss to never give up on you. I'll always be there, no time is too long, no distance is too far and no one can tear us apart. I'll hold on to this because it's keeps me warm inside.

 I chose you day after day, and if I could choose again I would choose you, I''ll always choose you.
 Because there's no day that goes by that I didn't think about you. I love your voice and I love your smile and I think about you way to much.

Back to fall

Shoes: Nelly
Pants/Blouse: Bershka
Scarf/Hat: H&M

1st of October

Hey you,

How is life going? so it has been a while that I have posted something since school has began, I've been running around like crazy lately, there's so much to do and so less time. But all I have to do is take a deep breath and just go, like they say: You have the same amount of hours in a day as Beyonce right?

So if she can handle it so can I.

Today is the 1st of October and ooh dear time is flying, autumn is here with a lots of new memories and before we know the holidays will be here at our doorsteps. Cozy days with sweaters, hot chocolate milk and cookies. Summer seems a long time ago and that makes me a bit sad, goodbye so long to beach days, beach parties, hotpants, endless summer nights and messy hair.
But to cheer it up I've been making some outfit shoots with my cousin, It was not really cold today so we were lucky with the weather, I hope you like the pictures as much as I do, this look is a typical autumn look and I just love it!!

What I wore:
Shoes: H&M
Pants: Bershka
Sweater: H&M
Photo's: C'est Adinda

5 seconds of summer

Summer is coming to an end, empty beaches and say goodbye to endless summer nights. I already going to miss it and I barely can remember how it's like to put on cozy sweaters, drinking thea in bed with some teardropping movies.

If I had learn one thing this summer, is that things happends without expecting it, no rush no worries just let it go and let it happen. Just sit down lay back and watch your own movie, you are the director of your life, I also have learned that people will come and go in your life we can't expect them to love us or care for us forever. As long as we care of ourselves that's all what matters. But the problem is I care to much not about myself, but about others, about the people close to me and when I care to much I'll be hurt to much. And the last thing I want is getting hurt again everytime over and over again.

I've been go some struggles lately and there's nothing I can do about it because my worst enemy are my own thoughts at night. And I hate it because those are the worst fears I can have, maybe I'm trying to hard or maybe I want to give up the things to soon when it comes to close to me.

I think once you've been hurt, you're so scared and affraid to get attached again. You have this fear that everyone you like is gonna break your heart. But that's not a healthy way thinking, deep inside I know better and there's still honest, good people in the world. I just have to keep stop running into my own fears, I think fear is making me weak.

Sometimes I really want to run away from my own thoughts and fears I don't want to face it because it gonna hurt, it's hurting because I care.

Work hard Play harder

Hey you!!

So what do think about this look? the lovely skirt was a gift from my cousin, she bought three skirts for me when I was back from Rhodes and this one is my favourite!! I love the grey leather it makes it classy but also sporty when you don't feel like to wear it with heels but for example All Stars. Really sweet of her so thank you sweety if you read this!!
The blue bagg I bought at Rhodes during a shopping evening I really love the blue color with the golden chains, I call it a IT-Bagg it has it all!!

One more week to go and then school will start again this will be my last year so that means work hard but play harder!! A lots of work will pay of I hope, internship, exams, study study study but no worries I love to work for my future. And if that means less party and more focus then has it to be that way. But a little party sometimes won't hurt anyone right? hihi

But I'm counting the days/weeks/months to graduate from school and finally to start to travel some countries in Europe to begin with Greece, ofcourse I will visit Rhodes again and maybe I'll stay there longer than a month but I also want to visit the two breath taking islands of Greece were everyone is talking about: Santorini and Mykonos.
After Greece I would love to travel forwards Italy there's plenty of places on my wishlist like: Venice, Verona and Florence. But who knows what my destination is at the end of the school year, a lot can change in one year so basically I can't tell exactly what the plans are.

But for so far I can keep on dreaming, because dreaming is what keeps me alive and then I can make a story to tell at the end of the journey.

I was wearing:

Shoes: Zara
Skirt: Costes
Blouse: Zara
Clutch: Rhodes

photo's by Adinda de Vetten

It's all about simple and comfortable

 Hey you how is life doing?
So today we did our first outfit shoot since I've been back from Rhodes as I mention it before, the weather here is not that great so we've been lucky that it didn't rained during the shoot!

This outfit was my outfit of the day, I didn't feel like to dress up very well but I didn't want to look sloppy either. So what is better to wear a leather legging with a lovely white blouse from the Zara and comfortable shoes and voila a simple looking outfit is born.

Let say take a look at my outfit and I hope you'll like it as well as I do have a good evening!!

Blouse: Zara
Legging: Only
Shoes: Dr.Adams

Boom clap sound of a heartbeat

While going through these lovely pictures from Rhodes ( they were taken during a boat trip to a place at Rhodes called Lindos) , I feel so good inside my heart it's been almost a week ago since we've been back from that lovely Greek island. And I miss the great weather!! right now at this moment the weather here in Holland is terrible!! it feels like autumn and that's far from great :(
But however there's nothing we can do to make the weather turn into summer unfortunately.

Although a bad weather without sunshine I feel good inside since a long time, I think Rhodes did a lot good to me and I didn't expect nothing more then that! I think Rhodes is a magical island haha it sounds a little bit weird now, but really.... it always touch my heart.
Now I have to go make myself ready to do some groceries and hit the gym after that, let's work that body right!! Have a nice evening!!